So in 2010, I have decided I will make it all about my faith. I have started attending Church on Sundays, not so much to reaffirm my faith but to revive and refresh it.
I have begun to pray daily, twice. Once when I begin my day and again before I sleep awaiting the next one.
I have also made it a point to be grateful for one thing in my life, everyday and say it out loud. As if saying it out loud to no one in particular means it has to be true.
I'm proud of myself for committing and actually sticking to this, it has helped my soul.....
With that I realize my soul is, and has been stagnant for way too long. I have officially decided I will be making a HUGE move, preferably within the next year or two. Hopefully sooner.
I have realized that without this change I will become a typical miserable old Puerto Rican woman, and as proud as I am of my culture and where I come from I refuse to allow it to define me and who I am.
Recently I reached into my past, remembering that I almost died, or better yet I did die! For 15 days. This is in the forefront of my thoughts, because the question still remains, Why was I given a second chance? It most certainly can't be for this!
I will snap out of this fog that I am in and have been in for such a long time (1 year and 7 months..I can include the days and hours and minutes but who's counting right? right!). In the meantime I'm going to plan and give myself options and most importantly I will follow through with them.......
If it's the last thing I do....