Thursday, January 29, 2009

When it rains it pours

I'm going away to the Bahamas this weekend, to Atlantis to watch the Superbowl (GO CARDINALS!)
Anyway I keep feeling inside that once I come back from this trip, life is going to change around for the it's just a feeling, and I'm staying positive about it.
Well so far I've gotten two job calls.  One from AFLAC where I have an interview on Wednesday with.  Then today I got a call/email from a temp agency I had applied with late last year for a job that pays 20 bucks an hour, part-time, 3 days a week.  I'm kind of excited about it. 
It's funny that I have no one near me with whom I can have an adult conversation with and have a dialogue with, it's one great thing that I am missing in my life, among other stuff.
But I miss that, I miss having long talks with someone who was interested and wanted to have a dialogue with me.
Oh well we can't have it all can we!
LOL! Well today was a good day lmao! One more day and I'm out of this miserable weather and in to the sun to have fun! Can't wait!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Today was a better day...

Today was a good day LOL! That's the title to a song... and I feel that way at least now I do.
I did absolutely nothing all day long.  I played pogo all day, had breakfast, lunch and I made an amazing dinner.
Yesterday was a great day, I took my dad to his appointment, then hung out with him all afternoon.  I'm always amazed at what a wonderful human being my dad is, and how proud of him I am, and blessed that he was chosen to be my dad.  See he's not my biological dad, he's actually my maternal grandfather, but he raised me and adopted me legally when I was a child.  I love him more than the air I breathe.
After that, I headed over to Barnes and Noble to pick up The Associate by John Grisham, and hear him speak.  He had a "conversation" with Charlie Rose.  It made me really happy it was something I just chose to do out of the blue.  It's one of the things that I wanted to do this year, to change in myself, just do shit out of the blue for myself.  Oh and I also bought red eye shadow!
Random I know but thought I should put it in there.
Today was a good day (It's by Ice Cube!)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Today is Sunday, the 25th day of this year, so far I have managed to do absolutely nothing!
I lost my job in June last year, after working for 3 years in a company I believed in.  The problem was never the company but those who were "running" it, they ran it into the ground.  I met some great people there and some definite horrible people there, but all in all it was an experience. 
Previous to that I worked for 5 years with a telecommunications company, where the money was good, the benefits great, but the daily grind of life became unbearable.  It was my first taste of unfairness in the workplace.  I pretty much gave my all for the five years I was there and never saw a return in my favor.  My last straw was when a promoted based on whom she knew not what she knew told me "you should worry less about a title and more about helping your peers" WTF!!!  
Anyway so like I started today is the 25th day of the year and I've done nothing.  I'm not sure if I'm in a state of depression or I was just meant to do this.  I am extremely disappointed as I will be turing 30 in 30 days (LOL the irony) and I am no where near where I expected to be at this time in my life.  Its amazing how life changes in a matter of seconds.
I have no idea where my life is going in the next day, month or year, all I know is that I am here and there must be a purpose as to why I am here. 
I have decided to start this blog, because I like to write my thoughts and I enjoy using my laptop, so why not put the two of them together.
I will write about my daily comings and goings as well as what my life has been like, joys and sorrows, trials and tribulations and all that has gone on in my lifetime.  I will include places I've been too, people I've met and situations that I have both, been thrown into and have gotten myself into.
If I get feedback it would be great, but at the end I'm just doing this for myself my soul.
Make a Change